insecurely i sit here in my occupation
I make these flowers grow
I want to show you
I want you to feel my pride
live from my inside out 
drift from column to column
roll dice like i do at the game
smell funny from the start
but I grow these blossoms just the same 
im alive
and roar from the inside
 i make the wheel stop on the number I choose
Im dandruffed
nerd raged
electric in my distinction
and flourescent in my color

desolate land beneath me
colossus in size bequeath me 
 I am,
But I am sad
lonely and looking 
through lens
of pessimism
and wondering why this world doeasnt understand me