heavens too perfect

There ain't no gas station 

burritos in heaven, no Marlboro lights, 

no neighbor dog 

and there ain't no back roads

 I ain't ever driven 

no drunken fights,

 no morning fog 

there is no mystery 

no hiding Undercovers

no mixing my own colors 

no calling your name 

you're already here 

when Grandma ghosts me 

feel the grit of dirt from flowers 

flow like the streets through City towers 

and know that you're alive 

because I'm bored 

 heaven's too perfect, 

Cyber Truck

Its a kaleidoscope, where the outsides in<

the world conspires, Psilocybin

 I don't like the way it looks

or how it feels

im just happy to see that were moving on

to the very next thingk

the trees don't bend

the road don't crook

atleast were headed to the secret page

in an unbound book

oh the thought it is lovely

oh child these arent the edges, they are the fold in the map

oh child these arent the angles, merely the flakes in the kaleidoscope

and when the future unfolds its a symphony of color

A thank you for a friend

I hope you live to be 96 years old. The tennis balls on your walker will be flourescently fresh Everytime the nephews grand kids changes them out.

For me, my life, I hope I'm in the end of summer. My orbit, my axis just beginning to tilt away from the sun. Welcoming the fall. And perfectly so, there you are. 

I needed you today. 

My head was spinning with anger. Introspectively I know it's my choice to feel this way. Whatever peripheral items ignite on my horizon, don't have to become a bonfire inside me. I decide what is my circle and where it's center is. As I  shift, as I'm shifting, right there lands the reddist leaf.

She speaks of digging up earth. Hands in soil. The cathartic act of planting. An exercise in hope. Faith. Awake in process. 

A refreshing swig of life.

It made me pause.

And I found my breath. I found my silent space between the trees.

So, 

Thank you, 

For today.

Size of night

 Every edge was unbounded. From the sand below feet, to the end of the observable universe. Everyone we knew was present. All emotions on the table. The dice roll. Each fire along the beach line was a hundred lifetimes of possibility. 

The night was tangible,  Large. The trees grew to the sun. The water poured off the edges. The twilight endless and warm. The laughter was 1000 count thread. The smoke was hefty like machine. We were young and exploding. The spring of our lifes. It felt like all,  colossal in stature  somehow still expanding. Accelerating.

Now as summer is ending, we can hold those nights in our hands.

Rack rack rack

 Universe a pourin through the node
bindin eltro magnets hold

while entagled ones implode

its a trebuchet

momentum soon to swing this way

debutants will drink the day

prepar red is the blay bah blay

dimension packed

black wholes stacked

discuss it over 30 rack

rack rack rack

Blue Ember

 we sit around a fire

or does the fire contain us?

We know Doyle is tired, because he doesn't say much

it was June or July

it felt like December,

Chill it was the night

Do you remember
.....

That cold Blue ember?

And who? put the leaves on this tree
toothing the starred sky,

ratcheting branches cradling night

Delivered by an exterior design

sparkling along the nights moon beams

I play this chord for you
my dear friend,

dragging knuckles

Shoulders hanging wide

Knuckles dragging low

Bringing up lumber

From the valley below

Gonna build me a shack

And let these nights fill up my soul

Insulate with magic

From the stems from the floor

Shimmy up the moonbeams

Til my heart don't hurt no more

I got a boogie machine